सुकून

खुशियो की कगार पर खडा खडा
कभी मन यू भी विचलित होता है की
ये सारा सुख सारा सुकून
कही किसी पल एकाएक खो ना जाए
गर्म रेगिस्तान मे बालु की तरह
दुर कही उड्ता हुआ बिखर न जाए
मगर ये सब खुशिया आपकी मेहनत की कमाइ है
आपके प्यार की सिचाई है
तो फ़िर सुकून आपसे परे कहा जाए

मन जिनका इतना साफ़ हो
उनकी निश्चिन्तता की तो कोइ सीमा ही नही
हर उल्झन से अछुता
हर खला से विभूत
दुनियादारी मे तो सब माहिर हो जाते है
मगर प्यार, रिश्ते, अच्छाई, इन्सानियत
के हुनर कौन सिखाए
जब कर्मो से इतना उट जाए
की नज़रे लिहाज़ से नीची होती चली जाए
तो फ़िर सुकून आपसे परे कहा जाए

कोइ चाह कर भी कहा कर सके आप सी उडान
बेसबब कहा ले सर कोइ इतना इम्तेहान
जिनकी दुनिया सिर्फ़ नर्म मुस्कुराहटो से रौशन हो जाए
तो फ़िर सुकून आपसे परे कहा जाए

:) Wrote it for Nanaji on his 80th Birthday. Hindi/Urdu, just however the words came. No set standard, hence sub standard ;)

Khair, had too much fun writing it, so worth it all. Ta ta.

:)

Hussain's sms made my day. Here-

अब तो घबरा के ये केहते है की मर जायेन्गे
मर गये पर ना लगा दिल तो फ़िर किधर जयेन्गे

If you want to read the full version, look up Ibrahim Zauq at UrduPoetry :)

Logic

All people must fail once.
Some who fail, learn.
Some fail twice.

SOL

Wtf, am I doing? I'm sure everyone goes through this phase, so its all cool in a very zen-ish big minded way, but lets not rule out the pent up frustration and frequent sudden urges to just - SOL viz. Scream Out Loud.

Ever since I've started to know myself, I have wanted to write. For a living and for living. Thats a good start I thought, I know what I like to do.

Reality Bite: I'm studying for CAT. Why? Because writing apparently doesnt 'really' pay your bills. Especially so, when you intend to travel across historical places and take resolute pride in some grand epicure. Hence the mix-up with numbers, graphs and cases. Anyway.

So we had a test at my MBA Prep Classes, the results were very distressing, this was also expected. But the reason I was taken aback is - I 'even' failed English. So what does that say? That says - No help! If I had failed one section or two, I'd know what to work more on, how to divide up and where I stand. But failing in ALL, means working equally hard at all. WTF. Now, I have to work hard-'er' in 3 sections out of 3. Great. Thanks. This was helpful.

On other fronts, I cant wait to get my hands on the still digi, the rains are here and all I wanna do is sit on the terrace and click away.

I miss Priya so much. I'm miserable without her screaming in my ears, more so without her dense, loud obnoxious laughter filling the house. Some books done with, some movies later, life is pretty much at the same speed as when she left. Just a little airy maybe, since there isnt her big ass rolling around my house. Even my house misses her. Come home, man. We need to watch the rains and write some poetry.

Does 'Miserable' in any way spring off from 'Missing'? Just curious. And since you got me started, what about 'Curious' and 'Cure'?

Anyway, here's to .. good ol' memories :) Love ya, chica!

HAIL HAIL INTERNET!

The TOPMOST reason I absolutely love internet, is, it takes investigative journalism to one level WAYYYYY up. What awesome fun.


P.S. "Top Ten Reasons Why Geeks Are Better Lovers" Now did you ever think you'd find a story such as this.


I personally think it just doesnt get any more 'factual' than this. Agreed 100%. My top ten reasons -


1. Foremost, the really smart guys are less likely to be threatened by smart girls. ( that's right, this is my blog and ofcourse I'm allowed to use my very own assumptions about myelf ;-) bracket close.


2. They type all day, think.


3. I'm absolutely certain they are aware of quality over quantity. Realtionships and people per se.


4. I like men when their talks have content and varied subjects. Its so much more intriguing than having to talk about JUST cell phones.


5. Hehe, just as the writer said, "They are not socially equipped to cheat on you! ( wanna bet?)"


6. They really research - 'Everything'. Its not even funny. And its all good, detail oriented, you see. Ofcourse, we've all researched sex (and related terms) in dictionaries in high school, but these guys have really got it going.


7. Most of them wear glasses. Enough said.


8. No cheap flirting. And even when they try, its lame and super cute.


9. They Observe. They Experiment. And They Infer. Very Quick learners.


10. They are very very fun company. They talk sense, read, know good music and they play scrabble with you.

Trip to Gandhi's Residence

'Simple, extremely predictable yet enchanting

calm, serene and moreso with a willful unmistakable vigour

unimaginably petite wrists and an indomitable spirit

anger, protest, rebellion and silence'.

Nope, I am not making a list of pick the odd word out lines.

There could not have stood a better example. None of us are typecast-able. No one word defines any of us. We're all a shabby cluster of infinite qualities and possibilities.

We meet ourselves in a thousand disguises time and again, within ourselves. Some we radiate, some we reject and yet more that we do not understand at all.

It's all like a linen of quintessential multiple realities. Just as our problems, so as our souls. Well, I wish that in life, may we all be what ever all we can be.

Amen. Awomen.

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थोडी गल्तियान मुझे करने दो
थोडी दुआ करुन्गी तुमसे हो..

इतना ही सीखा है तजुर्बे से.. जितना गिरते है उतना सम्भलेन्गे.